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Kay, so it's actually quite cloudy right now, but I'd like to think that it's sunny. Everything is going right, everything that I ever dreamed of, and even though it makes me hold my breath to mouth those words, I can't help but want to shout it into the sky. And ultimately, none of these little things will matter. Because the at the end of the day, the odds will always be in my favour. And you'll be there by my side. Thank you. <3

Another truer shade of reality seems to have slipped over the world since I opened my tired eyes. My heart seems to be leaking air profusely, from a freshly opened window. I feel alive..but why at the same time do I feel almost afraid of suddenly vanishing? Is this strength, are these the first steps of healing? The influx of emotion? The baring of all the tender spots in my heart that have been covered for most of my life...? These days....with each passing morning, the sadness becomes seemingly more unbearable, the gap pleads to be filled. Along with the regained ability to feel comes immeasurable vulnerability. But...I have not been abl